| American Idol Concert |
[09 Aug 2005|03:56pm] |
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Lastnight I went to the American Idol concert and it was great! We had great seats, too! It was a great show. I lost my voice from screaming and cheering so much. And, my hand is bruised from clapping, with all the rings I wear, ouch!
The best performances were: Constantine, Bo, Anthony, and Nadia. I stood up and danced and cheered for everyone though.
Everyone was sitting down during Scott's performance and hardly anyone was cheering. I'm not a Scott fan, but I felt bad for him. So, I stood up and clapped and cheered... I yelled "Hey Scott! You're hot!" He kept looking over in my direction. I'm sure he heard me beause most of the place was silent and I was pretty close to the stage. I guess that made him feel loved.
The concert was awesome!
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[08 Aug 2005|01:26pm] |
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American Idol Concert at 7:00pm at the United Center in Chicago!
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[06 Aug 2005|05:58pm] |
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Yesterday was the best!
I hung out with my best friend, Jamie... it was so fun! First, we went to Buffalo Wild Wings and ate a bunch of food. Then, we hung out at her house for a few hours. Later that evening, we went to Lucky Strike... we ate more food and hung out with guys. Fun times! I love her.
We were all over those guys... haha... I LOVE being single! As Jamie says, "The best part about being single is: I'm not dating SOMEONE, I'm dating EVERYONE." Colin's little brother was there... I think he's like 10... and I was like "hun, you can even get a hard on yet!" LOL! And, Mark wanted us to give him some lesbo action... lol. Crazy boys.
Jamie and I plan to hang out more often. We've just been so busy with other things that we haven't had time to get together. But, I gotta see her more often. We have so much fun.
Anyway, I just wanted to add... life is good. I'm the happiest I've ever been in a long time. I love being single. No boyfriend = no problems. I don't feel fat or ugly anymore. My dieting is working... I look a lot thinner, even though everyone says I was never fat inthe first place (I guess I see myself differently, damn anorexia!). I'm not starving myself anymore... I'm eating healthy and working out, so that's good. It's not as hard as I thought it was. Once you put your mind to it... you can do anything! I haven't cut in months, which is great. I have developed self-control. I'm so proud. I'm actually able to look into the mirror and like what I see; I never thought that would happen.
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| Kurt |
[19 Jul 2005|11:44pm] |
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I talked to Kurt for the first time in a long time the other night. I'd been thinking about him and I decided to message him to see how he was doing. We talked for a few hours. I couldn't believe it! The connection between us was still there! He still cared about me the same way I care about him.
Okay, we're not dating or anything. We're just friends and we'll see where it goes from there. I'm supposed to call him at 3pm and we're probably gonna hang out.
It was great getting to talk to him again. I thought he moved on and forgotten all about me, but he didn't... neither did I.
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| Daja... my love |
[16 Jul 2005|04:13pm] |
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Isn't he cute?
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[15 Jul 2005|09:27pm] |
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It's Friday night and I'm in love!
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[14 Jul 2005|01:36pm] |
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I'm just a girl...
staring across the room at a boy...
wanting him to love me.
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[12 Jul 2005|11:03pm] |
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I haven't updated in a really long time because of computer problems and shit like that. A lot has happened since the last time I updated:
I broke up with Andy because I need my space and I felt too tied down. We're still friends so that's alright.
I'm single.
I'm in love with a Romanian guy.
I'm in love with an Albanian guy.
I might go out with my friend Keith. I still haven't decided if I should or not.
Or I might go out with Grant again. He was one of the better boyfriends I had. We'd still be together today if I'd hadn't dumped him for Cliff last summer, yuck!
I got a new purse. It's cute. It's shiny with silver sequents.
Over the weekend I bought 20 new pairs of earrings. They're sexy.
I got new pink flip flops.
I got a new pair of pants from Charlotte Russe.
I'm getting an A in both of my summer school classes, Speech and World History.
I don't feel fat anymore.
I lost a lot of weight due to dieting and working out.
I haven't talked to Cinthiya in ages.
I've been cleaning my room these past couple weeks and it's almost done.
I'm in love with love.
But I'm happy.
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| It's been awhile... |
[16 Jun 2005|10:17pm] |
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I haven't updated this in awhile since I've been so busy with stuff. Life has been good lately. I haven't been depressed or cut in a long time. I've had a lot more confidence lately. I don't feel fat or ugly as often as I used to. I'm not sure what caused my change of feeling. I think it's Andy. He makes me really happy.
My first week of summer school is almost over. I love summer school. It's a lot better than the regular school year. I'm taking Speech and World History. I have a lot of my friends in my classes so that's cool. My teachers are really nice. Andy and I have been spending time together. I'll be getting my prom pictures soon so I'll post those in a few days. I'll also post more pictures of myself when I find the time.
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| Prom |
[06 Jun 2005|09:49pm] |
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On Saturday I went to prom with Andy. It was awesome! It was from 6:30pm till 11:30pm. First, we got our prom pictures taken, then we ate dinner, then we spent the rest of the night dancing. Only one girl had the same dress as me but it looked better on me because she was probably like a size 16 and i'm a size 9, so ya know what I mean, lol. Andy looked so handsome. He got me a beautiful corsage with yellow roses. Yay! It was awesome... better than any other dance I've been to. I got to meet his awesome friends, Candy and John. We had a lot of fun. I'll post pictures as soon as I get them.
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| Andy is a sexy beast |
[28 May 2005|12:29am] |
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On Thursday night I went to Andy's choir concert. It was amazing. He had a solo. He sung "Your Song" by Elton John. Wowie! It was really good. He has such a nice voice. We were sitting in the front row. He looked so sexy. Awww!!!
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| Monday Again! |
[23 May 2005|09:16pm] |
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Arg! I hate Mondays! I'm so tired of the same routine everyday. I'm tired of my teachers, I'm tired of my classes, and I'm tired of studying. I'm tired of being tired! Luckily, there are only a couple more weeks left of school... this week, next week, and the week where we take our final exams. I start summer school in mid-June, but summer school is easy since I only have to be there 4 hours a day and then I can go home and have fun. I'm taking Speech and World History over the summer.
My grades are pretty good. Last semester I had a 3.7 GPA. My grades are about the same this semester. This school year was okay I guess. No one really enjoys being a freshman. I met a lot of new friends and I'm actually popular now. So far I have 81 signatures in my yearbook. I learned a lot this year... got in a few fights... broke hearts... had my heart broken... and had some hilarious times.
I have a lot to look forward too.
Andy's prom is less than 2 weeks away! I'm so excited! It's gonna be a blast!
Andy makes me so happy. Relationships are always hard for me though. I've been hurt so many times and I try not to let that happen again. Andy is amazing. He accepts me the way I am. He doesn't think I'm fucked up. He doesn't think I'm fat or ugly. He gives me hope. I am very grateful to have him in my life. I love him very much. I got to see him last Friday. It was awesome. He came over and we hung out for a few hours. I get to see him again on Thursday and on Friday, yay!
I really miss my long hair. It used to be down to my lower back and about a month ago I cut it... now it's shoulder-length. My hair looks cute now, but I like my long hair better. I'm going to grow my hair long and never cut it short again!
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| Only Tuesday |
[17 May 2005|04:03pm] |
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It's only Tuesday... this week is going by so slow! OMG!
I am finally over my Nyquil addiction. I didn't take it on Sunday night and I didn't take it yesterday night and I was able to fall asleep and wake up feeling okay. Yay!
Today was an okay day. I set Steph up with this guy named Phil from our PE class. I was like "uhhh... Phil... Steph wants to know if you'd want to go out with her... I know you don't know her that well, but she's a really sweet person and you should give her a chance." And he said yes! Woohoo! She's so happy now. I'm so glad I was able to help her.
Totally rad!
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| I'm crazy |
[16 May 2005|09:56pm] |
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| My Weekend |
[16 May 2005|07:14am] |
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Friday: At school, I got my yearbook signed by a bunch of people. So far, I have 76 signatures and I still haven't got all my friends and teachers to sign it yet. After I got home from school, I was extremely tired. I took a nap after I talked to Andy for awhile.
Saturday: I went on a date with Andy. We went to Woodfield Mall. We were there from about 3:00pm till 7:30pm. At the mall we hung out, shopped, bought chocolate, bought a balloon, and ate food. Then, we went back to his house and hung out and took pictures. I got home around 11:00pm and was extremely tired. Andy called me after I got home and we talked for awhile. Around 2:30am I went to bed. It was a totally rad day!
Sunday: I was really tired and lazy all day, so I slept a lot. I didn't go out and do anything. After I finally woke up, I talked to Andy for awhile and then went online. I decided that I want to get over my Nyquil addiction so I went to bed without taking any to see if I'll be able to sleep. I only slept two hours.
Now it's Monday morning and it sucks. I'm extremely tired and I have a bad headache. I hope this day goes by fast. I just want to go home and sleep.
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| Date With Andy |
[15 May 2005|01:27am] |
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Andy and I had our date. It was awesome! We had a great time. I love him so much. We have lotsa pics!
( The Pictures From Our Date )
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| Pictures |
[13 May 2005|06:33pm] |
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I'm really depressed right now... not in the mood for a full update. I'll post about what's going on in my life tomorrow, I promise. I decided to post some pics.
( New Pictures from Yesterday )
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| Thursday Morning |
[12 May 2005|07:15am] |
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I just arrived at school a little while ago. I'm so tired. I wish I could go back to sleep. I'm so glad this week is almost over.
I have nothing to say at the moment... so I'll probably update later.
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[11 May 2005|10:23am] |
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So far, today is going pretty good. In 1st period math class, I volunteered and did a problem on the board and I did it correctly... my teacher gave me a piece of candy. Oh, I feel special! lol! I found out that I got an A on my science project 2nd period. During 3rd period PE we were still doing fitness testing... today was the sit-up test. To get an A, girls would have to do at least 35 and boys would have to do at least 47... I did 50. Woohoo! One boy stopped at 20, lol. Now I'm in the library during 4th period. Fun times!
I don't mean to sound conceited... but I look really sexy today. I'm wearing this cute pink top and hip-hugger jeans. I'll probably post pics later.
It was all rainy early this morning. It's supposed to rain on and off all day. I won't get home till about 4:30pm because I have an AS.IS meeting. Then, I'll talk to Andy on the phone for a few hours.
I'm so excited about this Saturday. Andy and I are going to hang out all day and all night. Totally rad! I'll be sure to take pictures and post them. I'm really hyper. I'm not tired and crabby like I usually am, so that's good. The only thing I'm really worried about is my science test. I don't think I did so well. I'll find out tomorrow.
I love Andy!
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